Akira Sendoh 07

AS7, I am very tired. I suddenly got the urge to let go of everything and just sleep my life away. I am really overloaded by my 22 AU course. Should I take up another 20 AU course? Can I cope with it? Jonathan, should I? Or should I be like you and be happy with what I have? I am feeling alone and scared now. Alot of questions with no answers. Never have I felt so insecure. Could it be a sign or maturity? Thinking about things I never thought would bother me?

I went for the CV2702 laboratory session just now. And I did not understand anything the laboratory technician was talking about. I was totally lost and alone. I did not know who to look for. So I just came to LWN library to talk to you. I guess even if the whole world was against me, I would still have you. At least you. You would just listen quietly and not answer back. No questions. No enquiries. No doubt. Nothing to rebutt me.

I guess I am losing my motivation and will power. I guess I seriously need the 21km run desperately fast to have ample time and space to think properly without being disturbed. I cant wait for it to come as soon as possible.

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